"Not Today" lyrics

I've given up finding love
Not for good but for now
Need to buffer my heart
Need to calibrate, need to calibrate my heart
Need some time to just be me
Eating pounds of cheap ice cream
Haven't showered in a week
And I

And maybe one day I'll
Say things that are better off this way
But not today
Not today, not today

Taking time off of life
Is that really a crime
I don't mean to imply
That I'm gone for good
I'm not gone for good
But my battery is drained
Need a bit to charge my faith
Cause after you I'm still afraid
I'm gone, I'm gone

And maybe one day I'll
Say things that are better off this way
But not today
Not today, not today

Maybe I'm moving on
Finding a better song
Maybe it's time to say, I was wrong
Cause it always worked
To try the pain ends
Trying to pretend
I'm in underneathing love

And maybe one day I'll
Say things that are better off this way
But not today
Not today, not today