"Pain Is My Therapy" lyrics

I pass the poison apple
Not before I take a bite
I lead by bad example
Put it on me, put it on me, please!
Back home, this heart is fragile
Four hits from second hands
Seduced by nothing matters
Just let me be, just let me be, please!

I can't get up, I can't get up
But I won't stay down
I've had enough, I've had enough
There's nothing left inside of me
I can't get up, I can't get up
But I won't stay down
This might sound sick, I know it hurts
This pain is my therapy

This noose around my neck has
Shown me what it means to breathe
Will I give back all I've taken?
Make me believe, make me believe, please!
All bruised-up, I feel pretty
Cut me up and take all of me
I stare straight into the mirror
Who do I see? Who do I see? Me!

I can't get up, I can't get up
But I won't stay down
I've had enough, I've had enough
There's nothing left inside of me
I can't get up, I can't get up
But I won't stay down
This might sound sick, I know it hurts
This pain is my therapy

This pain is my therapy
This pain is my therapy
This pain is my therapy!
But I won't stay down
But I won't stay down
But I won't stay down
But I won't stay down
Down! Down! Down! Down! Down!

I can't get up, I can't get up
But I won't stay down
I've had enough, I've had enough
There's nothing left inside of me
I can't get up, I can't get up
But I won't stay down
This might sound sick, I know it hurts
This pain is my therapy
This pain is my therapy