"Parachute" lyrics

I still recall all the weight on my shoulders
The way the room felt so out of control
It's taking shape now as I'm getting older
I'm sitting back while the story unfolds

We'll forget it
I can't understand
But I still remember

All I ever wanted was to see this through
But I'm tired of wearing a parachute
I wanna let my feet hit the ground
Before you let me down

I couldn't tell you the way I was feeling
I said some things that I'll probably regret
I spent so long reading into the meaning
Maybe it's not on me to figure it out

Wait a minute
I can't forget it

All I ever wanted was to see this through
But I'm tired of wearing a parachute
I wanna let my feet hit the ground
Before you let me down

There's just so many things that I wish I could explain
This time I'm realizing I can't take the blame

Yeah, all I ever wanted was to see this through
But I'm tired of wearing a parachute
I wanna let my feet hit the ground
Before you let me down

I'm still holding out
With all of my doubts
So don't let me down

Is this all you ever wanted?
I've been acting like it's nothing
Show me if you even want it
But don't let me down
Is this all you ever wanted?
I've been acting like it's nothing
Show me if you even want it
But don't let me down