"Waves" lyrics

My hands are shaking
Holding photos taken
And I wanna get you out of my head
I'm bruised and broken
By the words I've spoken
And there's not much of me left

The cold in my bones
I feel it in any weather
Ghosts in my home
They leave 'cause they can find much better
Lo and behold
I'm on my own
With only myself to blame

'Cause I'm a fool
I let you down, I let you down
I made waves
and I'm ashamed
Was all for you
I let you down, I messed around
I made waves
My mistakes, yeah

I know I'm not perfect
And I know you're hurting
I'm sorry that I wasn't there
When I call in the morning
Without any warning
I'll say all the things
That I should've said

The cold in my bones
I feel it in any weather
Ghosts in my home
They leave 'cause they can find much better
Lo and behold
I'm on my own
With only myself to blame

'Cause I'm a fool
I let you down, I let you down
I made waves
and I'm ashamed
Was all for you
I let you down, I messed around
I made waves
My mistakes, yeah

So can we go back?
Can we go back?
To when nothing really mattered at all
So can we go back?
Can we go back? Yeah

'Cause I'm a fool
I let you down, I let you down
I made waves
and I'm ashamed
Was all for you
I let you down, I messed around
I made waves
My mistakes

I'm a fool
I let you down, I let you down
I made waves
and I'm ashamed
Was all for you
I let you down, I messed around
I made waves
My mistakes, yeah

I made waves
All for you
I let you down