"Metanoia" lyrics

This pain is sharp
It's always knives in the dark
But I will suffer through
For my metanoia

(Yeah)

A moment kept in time
Until it's fucking not
Eyes open until dawn
Why can't I stop?

I hate the thought
Of falling asleep
Because my dreams
Bring misery

(Misery)

A moment kept in time
Until it's not
This pain is sharp
It's always knives in the dark

Metanoia
Suffer through

The end of it all
Is not today
Just another night
Spent searching for it all

Fuck it!

This pain is sharp
It's always knives in the dark
But I will suffer through
For my metanoia

(Suffer through)
(I'll suffer through)

I know what it's like to be forgotten
'Cause life's a bitch at the fucking bottom

Waking sick
Nothing new
What's left to say?
What can I do?