"Lose You" lyrics

I wanna kill myself but I don't want to die
I need to free myself from all the pain inside
How can I fix the broken parts
When I am what makes everything so hard

No matter what I do
No matter what I say
I can't get a hold on reality
No matter what you do
No matter what you say
I still fall for you day after day

I want you to see that this is real, this is real
I don't want to give up what I feel, what I feel
Can't you see I'm doing everything, everything
I don't want to lose you, please tell me what to do

Am I going insane? Am I still alive?
You're the reason why I chose to dive
No matter what you do
No matter what you say
I'll never give up 'til we can find a way

I want you to see that this is real, this is real
I don't want to give up what I feel, what I feel
Can't you see I'm doing everything, everything
I don't want to lose you, please tell me what to do

All I ask is to feel your love again
Your soul and mine to be one again

As I try to get close
You keep pushing away
As my heart is in your hands
I live in fear everyday

I want you to see that this is real, this is real
I don't want to give up what I feel, what I feel
Can't you see I'm doing everything, everything
I don't want to lose you, please tell me what to do

Please tell me
What to do
Please tell me
What to do