"Crave the Dirt" lyrics

Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let go

Cause on sunny days, all I see is the rain
I know that this warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name to my feelings, to my brain
Before they've ever lived my past

What are you asking, if you're not asking yourself
What am I doing right now, who am I doing it for?
Do you wake up happy, or do you wake up wondering
Who's pulling strings on all your moves, cause they just don't feel like you

Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
I'm feeling so empty
I'm thinking these drinks can fill me up, and I'm wrong again
Singing these songs again, lost in my mind
The end is near, I can feel it
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurt too
Can we just accept the truth?
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in, I'll remind you to breathe in

What are you asking, if you're not asking yourself
What am I doing right now, who am I doing it for?
Do you wake up happy, or do you wake up wondering
Who's pulling strings on all your moves, cause they just don't feel like you