"trustfall" lyrics

Trying to buy some time
I'm terrified of everything
I'm on the wrong side of my own life
Don't know what they see

I trust fall into good news
And I always hit the ground
At least the bad things in my life
Know how to stick around

I wanna be alone
But I'm not good at being lonely
Build a home
But I don't want my hands too dirty
Learn to grow
And have it figured out by 30
One day know
If anything I did was worth it

No point in looking behind me
I guess that I have what I need
It's hard to wanna try for more
When I know it'll never be enough

When I'm in a big house
I'll still have my broken brain

I'll always feel the same

In a loop and I'm dizzy
It won't stop spinning
I'm bad at quitting
I'm good at ending

That's just all I know
It's all I've ever known
Come by and watch me cry at my own show

I wanna be alone
But I'm not good at being lonely
Build a home
But I don't want my hands too dirty
Learn to grow
And have it figured out by 30
One day know
If anything I did was worth it