"Since The Day" lyrics

I seem to find myself drowned deep in a mix
Of brown bottle depressants and spirits stimulus
So I kiss my porcelain girlfriend as the rooms spins
Around me and this cold floor is my heaven
Since indulgence has found me
This is why you had to leave and avoid watching me kill me
On the wrong end of a double barrel drinkmare
Who would wanna be with me?

Fueling all my biggest mistakes
One by one they pull me six feet underground
The consequence remains the same
Destroyed by my waste the ones
I love have skipped out of town
When will I learn there's no victor in this bout?
Yeah, since the day I let you in I kicked myself out

Poison, I feel your poison
A rage within me
My mind without me

Now that hindsight is catching up to me
Experience takes the helm to clarity and although
I can't revive what has died within the grip of my insanity
My bags are packed. See you never

Fueling all my biggest mistakes
One by one they pull me six feet underground
The consequence remains the same
Destroyed by my waste the ones
I love have skipped out of town
When will I learn there's no victor in this bout
Yeah, since the day I let you in I kicked myself out