"Last Year" lyrics

Last year
I was stupid
Last year
Was in the basement
On the same shit
Hiding from the same bitch
Losing all my mind then
Remember I got time now
Think I gotta calm down
I think I gotta calm down

Back now
Didn't think I new it
I didn't think I'd do this
I didn't think I'd do this
Surprised how far I made it
Think I'd be dead now
I thought I'd be dead
I thought I'd be dead now
I thought I'd be...

So much less than this
But I don't really care right now
I don't really care right now
I'm working on myself right now
I could prove it
I'm not useless
I could prove it
I'm not useless
I can prove what I can do
I can do anything I wanted to

Oh my god
Can't believe
Lose my breath and I drop to my knees
The feeling has changed and I know there's better days
So I sound like before when I feel it upon my face, [?]
And I can't wait to say that I'll never feel the same
Is it too much too ask, I just crave a change
I got what I always wanted and I feel the same

Last year