"Silver minivan" lyrics

Take me back to what I had
Silver mini van my fav band playing

Never getting over the past
Never moving on too fast
Always dead last
Lotta trouble staying on task
Lotta trouble breaking my mask

I'm 'a be the best
Who am I kidding?
I never had a thought like that in my life
"Oh I'm a living legend in every social setting"
You overdosed on Adderall and die

Been bad for a long time
Would it hurt just to rewind?

Take me back to what I had
Silver minivan
My favorite band playing
On the radio
It's all I know
I can't let go
Don't let me to

Oh my God, oh my God
It feels like ten years since I got lost
And now I'm up so high but feel so off
Knew all my dreams are not enough
Trade my sight for dollar signs
Who knew that you'd be right
Those cliches always gonna get ya
And the cringe shit always gonna be ya

Minding my business
In the back seat
My headphones are broken but it
Won't stop me from
Blasting that shit till I rupture my eardrums
'Cause this is my world, babe
That you're just a part of

Untied both my shoes
Before I started running
Running
I love the struggle do you
Oh isn't it something lovely?

Take me back to what I had
Silver mini van
My favorite band playing
On the radio
It's all I know
I can't let go
Don't let me to

As I'm getting older
I'm losing touch with
All those things I cling on to
Seem little but they mean so much