"Desperate" lyrics

It's easier to say there's nothing new
But there's been a lot that I have been going through
I should let it out, write it down, say it to someone else
Before I let it erase me
I don't know if I want to admit it
But I can't stand the way it sounds
When I hear them say every cliche, forget it
They want to claim "you're not alone"

Can't kill the fear that I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough

I'm desperate to find
Another reason to fight
Cause everything I've heard them say before has not been working
(Nothing's working)
Am I losing my mind?
Cause I'm beginning to think that it's time that I finally let go

Wasting time for the hell of it
Just to help me forget
I am the culprit and the force behind
My broken mind
Do we even know what happens to our souls?
Do we even need to know?

I'm desperate to find
Another reason to fight
Cause everything I've heard them say before has not been working
(Nothing's working)
Am I losing my mind?
Cause I'm beginning to think that it's time that I finally let go

Well, I guess I need some help
Please tell me there's someone else
Who's felt this lack of love for themselves
I won't be defined
(Won't be defined)
By this loathing in mind
I'm broken but alive
(Alive, alive)
I won't be defined
By this loathing in mind
I'm broken but alive