"Indie" lyrics

Time to recount
All their lies
And I couldn't do time
To pay for my "crimes"
And every time I tried
The connotation, acceleration
The melody of time
I tried to reprise

That I wanted to die (Why?)
I never meant to die tried
But the memory won't let me go
So why I'm alright
And I wanted to die tried
Fault the congregation that won't believe my side!

I cried
'Cause in my mother's eyes
I'm on the line
And everything I ever took allegedly
Was nothing to contend
'Cause I wanted to be your motherfuckin'
Friend and make amends

But it don't bind
Motherfucker's desperate for some limelight
But I could've saved you, we could make due time
I'm alright
And I wanted to die tried
Nothing can save you, not this time!

Check it, check it
A one, a two
Check it, check it
A one, a two

Wait
This cannot be the end I wanted
Is it all a mistake?
I'm a product sardonic, made to market
Everyone is fake
And the record label
Owns me like a fucking pimp

Die, why?
Well I wanted to die, I tried
'Cause I've always said that I'm okay
Die, I'm alright
And I wanted to die
I wanted to
Motherfucker, you're so dead