"GOTHIKA" lyrics

I am a servant to the sentiment, left here to reminisce
You'll find me on my own out in the deep end
I'll take the blame and make it all mine
I was born in the wrong place, at the wrong time

I self destruct
What the fuck was I thinking of
(You selfish bitter cunt)
Mental flux, primal lust
I fear no one, feel no love
Forever numb

Is this really the master plan?
Is this all that I am?

It's all about the blood on my hands
You'll never understand
How hard it is to rid of the red
I've got the blood on my hands
You'll never understand
A razor blade temperament
And a head stuck in the sand

You'll never understand...

I'm dissonant 'til death
(The stains are on my skin)
Numb until the end
(I can't feel anything)

It's like walking on a broken mirror
I've seen my fate and it couldn't be clearer

I self destruct
What the fuck was I thinking of
Mental flux, primal lust
I fear no one, feel no love
Forever numb

I've got the blood on my hands
Oh god, it stains my skin
I've got the blood on my hands
Oh, it's on my hands
You'll never understand