"Made Me This Way" lyrics

Oh, when you call my phone and
Oh, I'm so sorry now, what do I know?
Oh, when you take me home to the place where we fell in love
Oh, can you hold me close?
I still need your love, I know it all falls
All goes, all falls, all goes away

I still love you, I do
You always runnin' from the truth
I'm always runnin' to the booth
I'm always runnin' back to you, ayy
But this time's a little different
This time, I'm like, "Fuck forgivin'"
I know you're runnin' back to him (Mm)

I only imagine what you tell them
My son's gettin' older, only imagine what you tell him
You just love to paint me as the villain
Well, I'm too busy paintin' how I'm feelin', oh, please

Ayy, uh, oh, you thought you started somethin'?
Thought you're into somethin', thought you'd finish somethin'
Did you ever had that feelin' when your back against the wall and the whole world against you?
Oh, you thought you did somethin', baby?
Oh, you thought you did somethin', baby? Oh, man (Ayy)
Oh, you thought you did somethin', baby?
Thought you pulled your big foreign, baby? Goddamn, oh, man (Ayy)

You know I start what I finish
My heart was way too in it
Your heart was way too damaged (For me)
I would send "I love you" without sendin'
One foot out and one in it (Ayy)
I was down bad and abandoned
Had to put the freeze on the pendant
When I said, "I love you," I meant it
Love still there, but it's pendin'
Baby, can we freeze for a minute? (Baby, please)

Oh, I'm so sorry now, what do I know?
Oh, when you take me home to the place where we fell in love
Oh, can you hold me close?
I still need your love, I know it all falls
All goes, all falls, all goes away (Away, away, away)

(Baby, I just wanna know you
I just wanna be your man
I just wanna tease you tonight, goodnight
Oh-oh
I just wanna tease you tonight, goodnight)
Yeah-yeah, I, ah, man, ah, man
Ayy

I never wanted to change
You wanted love and a chain, that's not an even exchange (Ayy, ayy)
Gave you the knife and the blades
I put my heart in the grave
So wipe the tears off your face (Off your face)
Oh, girl, you made it this way
Know that I said, no what I say
Girl, you made it this way
Stop lyin', girl, you made it this way
And girl, you made it this way
Stop lyin', girl, you made me this way
Girl, you made me this way
Yeah, it's not nice, but you made it this way
It's not right, but you made it this way (Too)
It's not right, girl, you made me this way
It's not nice, but you made me this way

Ayy, okay, let's talk about it
I took some time away in Carolina
I'm fightin' demons for my soul alignment
Know I'm a Leo and my mama know her son a lion
Okay, let's talk about it
I think it's funny how they prayed on my downfall all summer
Like nine months how I carried the game with all trauma
I feel just like my mama
They say, "You just like you mama"
But it's nine months when I carried the game for nine summers (Ayy)
Sincerely yours true from your favorite rapper's favorite rappers
I kill 'em dead and then I save 'em after
Yeah, he singin' all my lyrics, he's a better actor, yeah
Notice that I said a better actor and not a rapper, it doesn't matter
(Yeah, it really don't matter)
I done put pen to the pad for all your favorite rappers
Now I'm puttin' belt to they ass, they know I'm hard to handle
The man idols I did have in my life all turned to Caitlyn Jenners (Pussy)