"Puddles" lyrics

I wish the weather was nice
I wish I felt alright
I don't know how I can go on without the sun
Shining in the sky

But I feel a beat of patience running thin
This feeling creeping down under my skin
This melancholy window leaves me crawling to my
Pillow when the world outside itself begins to spin

So I...
Weigh my options
Stall my searching
The rain can't bring me down

I only wish I knew how to
Stop my crying don't need that right now
I ain't dying until find out

Another puddle built to catch my tears
Lose some nights and others don't feel right
Well, sometimes, but right now I can't lie

I think it's time for me to face my fears
'Cause I-I-I-I-I don't wanna be alone
No, I-I-I-I-I don't wanna be alone

Call me crazy, I don't really mind the silence

Built an aeroplane
And don't you forget

I'm the pilot

Falling super-sonic
80 degrees off target

Make no mention to the town that we left when I started

I wish the stars would align
And read my future was fine
Then again I bet it would say
It's not for me
But maybe down the line

I would think about the person I could be
And be myself for everyone to see
I'd be stuck inside my bed for so long
Whilst inside my head I know the world won't wait for me to carry on

So I...
Pick up my room and put on my shoes
Walk out the door and jump on the roof
And say, "I-I-I-I-I won't let you get me down"

I only wish I knew how to
Stop my crying don't need that right now
I ain't dying until I find out

Another puddle built to catch my tears
Lose some nights and others don't feel right
Well, sometimes, but right now I can't lie

I think it's time for me to face my fears
'Cause I-I-I-I-I don't wanna be alone
No, I-I-I-I-I don't wanna be alone