"Bad Dreams" lyrics

I'm paranoid and I'm hearin' voices
Sedative's blockin' out the noise
Internal clock, tickin' in reverse
Counting back from ten, don't lose your nerve
I'm giving in to my self destruction
Bad vibrations are getting loud
The blood stains are quick to take but
Hard as hell to get back out

[?] I don't tend to let go
(Oh)
I'd rather die than to wake up alone

Trapped inside this same bad dream
With my eyes open wide
I'm never safe from what's in my head
I've been havin' bad, bad, dreams
With my eyes open wide
I'm livin' proof you can wake the dead

My mind is my prison
And my heart is frozen
Like violent behavior
You've become my obsession
You've got your suspicions
I've got no choice left
My nihilistic nature tends to sever connections

[?] don't tend to let go
(Oh)
I'd rather die than to wake up alone

Trapped inside this same bad dream
With my eyes open wide
I'm never safe from what's in my head
I've been havin' bad, bad, dreams
With my eyes open wide
I'm livin' proof you can wake the dead

My mind is my prison
Nothing can stop me from fallin'
Just surrender
I never know what I need
[?]
I close my eyes and they call me
(They call me)
'Cause I've been losin' sleep

Trapped inside havin' the same bad dream
With my eyes open wide
I'm never safe from what's inside

Trapped inside this same bad dream
With my eyes open wide
I'm never safe from what's in my head
I've been havin' bad, bad, dreams
With my eyes open wide
I'm livin' proof you can wake the dead