"disappear" lyrics

Oh, I tried
Tried so hard
To get what I want but I never got it
Should've gave it a rest, should've never started
I wish that I
Was strong enough
If I had more power, more hours in the day
Wouldn't be so hard, wouldn't be so strange

Wanna disappear before it gets too weird
I wanna leave this place for a couple of years
Like a mutt with rabies, I foam at the mouth
Bought a house in Hades 'cause I'm headed south

D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A

Free-spirited in a dysfunctional way
You're rolling your eyes at the crazy shit I say
You cover your ears when I'm running my mouth
I'm crawling on back to my momma's house
Feeling so batshit that I feel free
I tell everybody nobody can get to me
'Cause I hear them talking shit all the way from the couch
I'm gonna call my momma before I freak out

Wanna disappear before it gets too weird
I wanna leave this place for a couple of years
Like a mutt with rabies, I foam at the mouth
Bought a house in Hades 'cause I'm headed south

D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R