"Going Under" lyrics

Oh, I'm scared of going under
Thinking that it's over with you
Now my head has hit the pavement
You've been isolating
Slowing down

I hope it's better this year
Tell me what I want to hear
You hold it down when I can't speak
You hold it down
Just wake me up when it's over
My headache shows when it's sober
My heart, it races
Can barely face it

Oh, I'm scared of going under
If it's almost over with you
Now my head has hit the pavement
I've been oscillating
Spinning 'round

Now I don't know where I'm turning
Every step's a new end
No way out

I sense it every night
This feeling that I'll disregard all that we are and say goodbye
But you know I would never leave
Just give me time to think and figure out how I let it get this far
Now you're screaming that you'll lose it all
I'm so sure that we'll make it out once more
And prove to you
That you are more than I could ever need

Oh, I'm scared of going under
If it's ever over with you
Now my head has hit the pavement
Just got to be patient
And take our time