"Hide It Away" lyrics

Can you put the words back on my tongue?
Are my songs already sung?
Am I done with sounding young?
Do we grow up to sell all of our trust?
Does our optimism rust?
But I'll learn how to adjust

'Cause it's fine if I choke up, I'll hide it away
I can fake it anyway, if the tears fall off my face
It's for good, if you notice I hide from myself
Know it's better for my health, asking questions doesn't help
'Cause I'm fine

Mother's alone
Her dog, her home
And mother are gone
Have I been wrong?

Kept to myself for all of this time
Traded patience for my pride
But I can no longer hide
Tragedy took me out of my shell
Life gets faster, I can tell
Take my wishes from the well

'Cause it's fine if I choke up, I'll hide it away
I can fake it anyway, if the tears fall off my face
It's for good, if you notice I hide from myself
Know it's better for my health, asking questions doesn't help
'Cause I'm fine

Alright, if I choke up, I'll hide it away
I can fake it anyway, if the tears fall off my face
It's for good, if you notice I hide from myself
Know it's better for my health, asking questions doesn't help
'Cause all night I'll be focused on finding my worth
Every thought is gonna hurt, he's probably taking off her shirt
Right now, there's no logic or time for this shit
But I'm gonna take the hit, 'cause I know the benefit is good

I know that all this pain is good
I know that feeling all this pain is good
I know that all this pain is good
I know that feeling all this pain is good
So I can hide it away, yeah, I'll hide it away
And I'll hide it away for good