"Ritual" lyrics

I think I'm going blind
Oh I can't see the signs
I feel it coming, I feel it coming

I hope you close my eyes
When I run of time
Can't keep on running, I keep becoming
Unrealistically distressed
I play it out in my head
Catastrophically obsessed
It makes me wanna rip my heart out of my chest

Cause I just see death
In what is beautiful
Plan all the funerals
Oh oh oh
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

Ignoring my prescription
I've found my new addiction
Now I'm not eating, and I'm not sleeping

My mind is playing fiction
A curse of my existence
Hyper fixation, no medication

Stops me from calling the dead
Light the candles on my bed
Bracing for the world to end
It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head

Cause I just see death
In what is beautiful
Plan all the funerals
Oh oh oh
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

I run and run and run and run and run from nothing
I run and run and run and run and run from nothing
I run and run and run and run and run from nothing
I run and run and run and run and run from nothing

I just see death
In what is beautiful
Plan all the funerals
Oh oh oh
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

I run and run and run and run and run from nothing
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual
I run and run and run and run and run from nothing
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual