"Hard To Tell You" lyrics

Well I just don't know where to start
Will this heart of mine always be so restless?
I made mistakes when I was young
That hold me back

I want to shake off all the rules
I know that I made them
I know that I put them on you

It's hard to tell you now
That what I want isn't what I wanted
I have to tell you now
That what I want isn't what I wanted

It's hard to tell you
It's hard to tell you

When will we feel our innocence
From all these past transgressions?
Don't wanna face where you come from
It's your face that keeps me hanging on

Didn't give up but I gave in
You thought you could get away
Running away from it
That's such a shitty decision

It's hard to tell you now
That what I want isn't what I wanted
I have to tell you now
That what I want isn't what I wanted

It's hard to tell you
It's hard to tell you

Under a falling sky
A billion stars align
I'm feeling another way
It's pulling me into light, I
Wanted to give you all I got
But I think I did
I think I gave all I can
Hurts but I cannot change it

My friend, my friend, my friend, my friend
Until the end, the end, the end
It's hard to tell you now
That what I want isn't what I wanted
I have to tell you now
That what I want isn't what I wanted
It's hard to tell you
It's hard to tell you
Oh, it's time to recall