"To Get Better" lyrics

In the corner of my room alone with someone who
Destroys the way I truly am
In the backseat of my car we're kissing poison and
The arguments are melting like the sand
Like the sand

And oh, how things change
I don't wanna be with me anymore
And oh, it's such a shame
To feel like I'm out of control
I'm out of control

I long for days with brighter skies, my dear
I'll make my way to paradise, don't fear for me
'Cause I'm really really trying to get better
To get better, smiling's so hard for me

Maybe it's all meant to be, this lazy drunken agony
That makes me wanna stay in bed
It's all shadows and regrets, the superficial cigarettes
And all the staring makes me cry and wail
And oh, oh how horrible
It feels to be panicking
And oh, how unsolvable to feel
Like I'm out of control
I'm out of control

So hug me tight and wish me luck, my friend
And hope that we will link our arms again
'Cause I'm really, really smiling to get better
To get better

Make it better
Make it better

Better, better
I promise that I'll make it better
Make it better
Make it better