"Jesus You Couldn't Recognize" lyrics

Why on earth does everything feel so hard?
Living down here on the ground, chasing stars
In my heart I never thought I'd drift so far

I let You down, not gently
I let You down, I'm sorry

He got the best of me
You got the worst of me
He got the light
While my shadow kept you company
He got the best rhymes
You got the worst of times
While I was out there playing a Jesus
You couldn't recognize
He got all my days
You barely got the morn
I was out there chasing sunsets
I was always gone

But at the end of the day
When I lay down at night
It was you that put your arms around me
And let me sleep alright

God you never wanted me to
Love You apart
From the one who You trusted
With my heart
Only a fool could turn Your mercy
Into scars
So I wanted You both to know that

I let You down, not gently
I let You down, I'm sorry

He got the best of me
You got the worst of me
He got the light
While my shadow kept you company
He got the best rhymes
You got the worst of times
While I was out there playing a Jesus
You couldn't recognize
He got all my days
You barely got the morn
I was out there chasing sunsets
I was always gone

But at the end of the day
When I lay down at night
It was you that put your arms around me
And let me sleep alright

He got the best of me
You got the worst of me
He got the light
While my shadow kept you company
He got the best rhymes
You got the worst of times
While I was out there playing a Jesus
You couldn't recognize
He got all my days
You barely got the morn
I was out there chasing sunsets
I was always gone

But at the end of the day
When I lay down at night
It was you that put your arms around me
And let me sleep alright