"Behavior Unbecoming" lyrics

I know we've been here before so it's not surprising
We never see any stars even start aligning
Why do I need this enough to keep running toward it?
I shouldn't even be here, if I can't afford it

I'm done guessing
Can't we settle
Whatever this is?
Half expecting
Something better
Half expecting this

Is it okay to admit that I should be worried?
Because this behavior is nothing, if not unbecoming
Is relief going to come when we least expect it
Or are we leaving ourselves out here unprotected

I'm done guessing
Can't we settle
Whatever this is?
Half expecting
Something better
Half expecting this

Somehow nothing that I say here is gonna make this seem right
I guess I hoped you'd believe me
You know you're the only reason that I came here, tonight
And now I really should be leaving
I swore everything would fall right into place when it's time
This was supposed to be easy
You know you're the only reason that I came here, tonight
And now I really should be leaving

I'm done guessing
Can't we settle
Whatever this is?
Half expecting
Something better
Half expecting this