"Fifty-Six" lyrics

So where do I begin?
What about your skin on my skin
Your disapproving stare
The smell of your hair
The warmth of your caress
The breeze ruffling your dress
From the other side of the USA
It's like I never went away

And yes, I've gotten what I
Thought I sought after, but I

Really got it wrong this time
I'm trying hard at being strong, but I'm
Feeling more depleted every day
I'm unconditionally defeated

Your picture in my phone
Reminds me I'm alone
I should delete it, but
That sounds kind of desperate
No, I can handle this
I just gotta try not to reminisce
Because I'm glad I did what I did
Oh, who am I trying to kid?

And yes, I've gotten what I
Thought I sought after, but I

Really got it wrong this time
I'm trying hard at being strong, but I'm
Feeling more depleted every day
I'm unconditionally defeated