"BRAINDEAD" lyrics

I got anxiety
Please don't bother me
I deal with it quietly
Until the demons swallow me
My therapist is telling me I probably should stop
My dreams turned dark once I got to the top

Wake up in a panic on
The phone with the doc
He writes another script
Another pill I can pop
And it's hard to diagnose if
You don't what I got
I know the end is coming soon
I think about it a lot

Suicidal thoughts in my head
I'm the monster hiding under my bed
These shadow always follows me
I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget
I'm braindead

La da da da da da da da
I'm braindead
La da da da da da da da
I'm braindead

I got my very last words
On the tip of my tongue
On the edge of the this building
I swear I'm 'a jump
I blame everybody around me
For who I have become
Swear the pain
Like a drug
The way it's keeping me numb

As I fall through the sky
I'm looking at this life
And what I'll leave behind

Suicidal thoughts in my head
(Thoughts in my head)
I'm the monster hiding under my bed
(Under my bed)
These shadow always follows me
I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget
I'm braindead

La da da da da da da da
I'm braindead
La da da da da da da da
I'm braindead

I'm braindead
La da da da da da da da

As I fall through the sky
I'm looking at this life
And what I'll leave behind