"Retrospective" lyrics

You held me back until my design
Is all rewired
You hold me like a child
You tell me stories
Am I not worth a try?

Sorry that I left you in the past (Pick up, don't let go)
I didn't have the words to say it back then (It's only far too gone)
Pushed and pulled [?]
I can feel it slipping through the cracks (Take your things and go)
Why'd you have to leave me in the past?

So tell me what you're trying to say
Oh, how could I find it out?

I gave it all up to you
I got nothing left, nothing else to lose
I don't belong away from you
Can you tell me what I'm supposed to do? Yeah

Keep my head high
'Cause that's just how I'm supposed to be
And now I'll find
My way out so, darling, won't you wake up?
I'll show you the way out
I'm missing every day, love
How can you decide to regret?

How many times, how many times
'Til I let you go?
'Til we lose control?
Look in my eyes, look at the signs
How many nights, how many nights?
Tell me your lies
Tell me it's fine 'til it's true

So tell me what you're trying to say
Oh, how could I find it out?

I gave it all up to you
I got nothing left, nothing else to lose
I don't belong away from you
Can you tell me what I'm supposed to do? Yeah