"New Zealand" lyrics

She was the beauty on the beach
And she was supposed to stay for weeks
I just hate the way she loves the way I hate the way she leaves

Bought a vacation straight from hell
There's not enough floors in this hotel
For me to jump off it wasn't high enough

I'm fucked up in New Zealand
When my brother just heard screaming
And my sister found me bleeding seventh floor, room 22
I fucked up in New Zealand
And it haunts me when I'm dreaming
The minute we quit believing in the things that we could lose

I'm fucked up in New Zealand
I'm fucked up in New Zealand
But I still love New Zealand
Cause New Zealand gave me you
I'm fucked up in New Zealand

50 times I tried to call
Blocked her phone said I'm moving on
I played a show they didn't know I didn't know how far I was gone

30,000 feet again
But I won't be there when she lands
We ruined ocean waves and holidays

I'm fucked up in New Zealand
When my brother just heard screaming
And my sister found me bleeding seventh floor, room 22
I fucked up in New Zealand
And it haunts me when I'm dreaming
The minute we quit believing in the things that we could lose

I'm fucked up in New Zealand
I'm fucked up in New Zealand
But I still love New Zealand
Cause New Zealand gave me you
I'm fucked up in New Zealand

I hope you don't misunderstand
That this was never part of the plan
I had to hate her to know I loved her I hate that that's what makes me a man

I sang her songs like it didn't hurt
She tried to drink like me but it didn't work
I told Elisha she left for America

I'm fucked up in New Zealand
When my brother just heard screaming
And my sister found me bleeding seventh floor, room 22
I fucked up in New Zealand
And it haunts me when I'm dreaming
The minute we quit believing in the things that we could lose

I'm fucked up in New Zealand
I'm fucked up in New Zealand
But I still love New Zealand
Cause New Zealand gave me you
I'm fucked up in New Zealand

I'm fucked up in New Zealand
I'm fucked up in New Zealand
But I still love New Zealand
Cause New Zealand gave me you
I'm fucked up in New Zealand