"Pale Shadow" lyrics

It only gets colder
It only gets colder now
Now that I'm falling further from the light we lost

I only get older
The longer I wait for you to know
What's the cost of this hell that always follows me?
Drowning in apathy

Silence over sound
Where I won't be found
Falling through empty space
I drift away
Tear every thought away
Push my soul astray
Vanish without a trace
I can't be saved

Is it worth the suffering to find a place less vacant?

Maybe I'm just weak
Maybe I'm not the man I said I was
Feel the weight on my neck like a stone to my throat
I can feel it caving in

I hear the silence over sound
Where I won't be found
Falling through empty space
I drift, I drift away
Tear every thought away
Push my soul astray
Vanish without a trace
I can't, I can't be saved

This loneliness devours me
And my mind just grows more empty
Condemned by the hand of god
Make it go away

It only gets colder
It only gets colder now
What's the cost of this hell that always follows me

Silence over sound
Where I won't be found
Falling through empty space
I drift, I drift away
Tear every thought away
Push my soul astray
Vanish without a trace
I can't, I can't be saved

Is it worth the suffering?
Am I not worth saving?