"Collect Sadness" lyrics

A magnetic feel
I recognize you
Created some space
Pull me towards you
Closer to the field
But I still pretend
Like I don't know you

Keep changing your face
No time to be you
No time to create
I wonder do you?
Do you feel the same?
Searching for mistakes
Letting them destroy you

Comes in waves without warning
That's why I'm lost
And you're not here with me
Collect sadness and be free
That's why I'm lost
And you're just fantasy

I wish you would stay
If I had to choose
I'll write down your name
Cause I'll forget you
Do you feel the same?
I don't know
What's real?
I don't know
Are you?

I'm slowing down
But now the high doesn't phase me
Figure this out
It's telling
I'm the one changing

Wearing our doubts
I'll show you what I've been saving
Am I too loud?
Be honest
What am I saying?
It's my bad mouth
Be sound
Hear all the complaining
Fear I might drown
When you're around
Keeps on draining
The time is now
Your move
I'll always be waiting
I'll make you count
I need you more
Cause I'm fading