"PILLARS" lyrics

I wanna take my life
Will I lose all this shit
'Cause I could use all of ours
Since you've been gone, it's just been so hard to rid my mind
And I'm alright why can't I recall back to what you like
And I'm sorry that I wanted to stay alive
Wanted to stay alive
One day, I'll save your life
One day, I'll save your life

Y-Y-Y-You look dead to me, so scary
I can't breathe, I need a xany
I was the pillar you carried
M-M-My fear is too much to carry
Woke up alone in a hurry
Woke up alone in a worry
I forget times that you hurt me
Everything else is just blurry

Time is gone and I'm faced
With all the actions I've been making
I spent how many days
Only feeling anxious

There is no rest to me
There is no rest in peace for us
I feel this eternally
This the only general I trust

You look dead to me, so scary
I can't breathe, I need a xany
I was the pillar you carried
M-M-My fear is too much to carry
Woke up alone in a hurry
Woke up alone in a worry
I forget times that you hurt me
Everything else is just blurry

You look dead to me, so scary
I can't breathe, I need a xany
I was the pillar you carried
My fear is too much to carry
Woke up alone in a hurry
Woke up alone in a worry
I forget times that you hurt me
Everything else is just blurry

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