"i feel like the basketball diaries rn and everything sucks" lyrics

We ki...
What did I know? What happened to the pills?
We got kicked outta school, Mickey
Who cares, man? We lost the pills, the cops took 'em
We can't play ball anymore

But it's so cruel
But it's so cruel (What is even the point in trying anymore?)
The weight I'm walking with (Why am I even alive?)
You never, you never
You never see me watching you (You are so goddamn pathetic)
So far away, but still so near (You are so goddamn pathetic)
It's like you knew (Retard, retard, retard)

So cruel
But it's so cruel (You are so goddamn pathetic)
The weight I'm walking with (You are so goddamn pathetic)
You never, you never
You never see me watching you (You are so goddamn—)