"Bourbon" lyrics

"Bourbon"

Now drink this son, it'll make you feel better

Damn subject, you do it again
I taste bourbon, it's on my breath
I feel burning, it's in my chest
I smell urine on the bench
I hear y'all concerned, is this the end I see?
Guess it depends on me

They hated Wick, 86 the main club that I went
'Cause I get bent, cuss 'em out, then I would strip
Show 'em my ass, so they know what to kiss
I know it was bad, I ain't have control of my lips
Fall over on my way home, alone on the strip
Then I wake and regret start settlin' in
Always said the same thing, never again
Two days pass, the same thing, I'm at it again
Will I ever make it out of this jam? (Uh)
Genetics catchin' up, can't forget what happened to Gramps
They say it skips a generation, if it's random then damn (Damn)
Lookin' like it's landin' on him (Me?)
Can't stand the way I felt, can't get out of bed
Can't eat, can't get my ex out of my head
I can't believe how I spent all of my bread
And rent due, but too hungover to stress
Overslept, I don't even wanna get dressed
I'm over it, I'm gon' put this whole shit to rest
Don't remember, so I don't know what to confess
Moments open his head and get him depressed
Upset I can't kick it, don't know how to quit
I'm close to the edge, I know I'ma slip
Would I be better off dead? (Would I?)
I wonder how it will end

I taste bourbon, it's on my breath
I feel burning, it's in my chest
I smell urine on the bench
I hear y'all concerned, is this the end I see?
Guess it depends on me

Ain't tryna tie the belt just to cry for help (Uh-uh)
But I'm cryin' now and ain't nobody tryna help
But when I try to tell
All it do's remind myself of how I felt (Uh)
How I dealt (Look)
Sit back, sip a six pack by myself
Might as well, how long will this last? Only time will tell
Before I'm on my ass or inside a cell
Ash and broken glass, I swear I'm in Hell
The corner store's biggest clientele
When it come to brew
The liquor store's when it come to booze
Got me loose
Where you from? Who the fuck are you? (Fuck you)
Chill, the one thing I don't wanna do is dwell
Too grown to hold a grudge, but I know I will
'Cause I'm too prone to goin' and gettin' drunk when I'm fed up
And end up just goin' nuts or throwin' up (Uh)
If you know me well, then you know what's up (Huh?)
When I finally fell, don't know what I done
The final fall, laid out on my hallway floor
The final straw before I finally saw
I was finally sure
Saved by the mistakes that he made
First day felt like I was climbin' out of my grave
I wanted one more sip, but I poured out my drink (One more)
The pain went with the licks down the drain
Shit changed, never thought it'd be this way
Never thought I'd see the day it'd be okay

Tastin' bourbon on my breath
I felt burnin' in my chest
I smell urine on the bench
I heard y'all was concerned, see in the end it was up to him

That's ancient history
Well, history sometimes repeats itself
And what makes you the ancient history expert?
I ain't interested in ancient history


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