"Disassociate" lyrics

Too many lights, too many sounds
Overwhelming my emotions
In the nights when quiet's found
I'm triggered by the chain reaction
Lost inside this maze that I've designed
All the walls are talking now

I feel the pain
The doctors say it's in my mind, haunting me
And there is no pill I can take
I have to fight it off with therapy
The body shakes
It feels just like an avalanche on top of me
And it's too much weight for me to take
'Cause I've been running from the memories

Out-of-body vertigo
Like a fire without a warning
Can't fight a demon you don't know
You got see the hurt your holding
Face-to-face, you'll slay that enemy
All the walls are talking now

I feel the pain
The doctors say it's in my mind, haunting me
And there is no pill I can take
I have to fight it off with therapy
The body shakes
It feels just like an avalanche on top of me
And it's too much weight for me to take
'Cause I've been running from the memories

Disassociate, disassociate
Disassociate, disassociate
Disassociate, disassociate
Disassociate, disassociate

I feel the pain
The doctors say it's in my mind, haunting me
And there is no pill I can take
I have to fight it off with therapy