"Real Life" lyrics

I close all the curtains, feeling like a burden
Lying under gray skies, just until they pass by
Wonder what it'd be like just to feel alive
Battle in my own mind, pray I'll make it this time

But I fall in my own premonition
Tracing scars became my addiction
Can't reach out 'cause nobody listens
Keep you at a distance

I miss the dreams of a young mind
Head in the clouds for the first time
Replaying memories to get by
The dream fades and I'm stuck in real life
Innocence that I'll never get back
A box full of good days from my past
Replaying memories to get by
And I'm stuck in real life

And I'm stuck in real life

Sitting on the sunsets, off into the deep end
Look for the horizon but I can never find it
I wonder how it happened, all my walls came crashing, oh
Life became so tragic, worse than I imagined

But I fall in my own premonition
Tracing scars became my addiction
Can't reach out 'cause nobody listens
Keep you at a distance

I miss the dreams of a young mind
Head in the clouds for the first time
Replaying memories to get by
The dream fades and I'm stuck in real life
Innocence that I'll never get back
A box full of good days from my past
Replaying memories to get by
And I'm stuck in real life

And I'm stuck in real life

Replaying memories to get by
Replaying memories to get by