"Wander" lyrics

I don't know if I'm gay or not
I grew up in a house where I was taught
That wasn't okay
Get on your knees and pray
God, I don't know if I'm gay or not

I don't know if I can trust my gut
Though it's never let me down before
But now I'm second guessing
I like girls undressing
I don't know if I can trust my gut

All I do is wander
All I do is wander in the rain
All I do is whisper
All I do is whisper and refrain
From everything little thing that put me through
Every other touch, I withdrew
All I do is wander
Wander in the rain

I'm afraid I don't know who I am
I don't recognize the person in the mirror
They're staring back at me
Just as confused as can be
They're afraid I don't know who I am

Cause all I do is wander
All I do is wander in the rain
All I do is whisper
All I do is whisper and refrain
From everything little thing that you put me through
Every other touch, I withdrew
All I do is wander
Wander in the rain

Yeah all I do is wander
All I do is wander in the rain
All I do is whisper
All I do is whisper and refrain
From everything little thing you wanna put me through
Every other touch, I withdrew
All I do is wander
Wander in the rain