"Colourless" lyrics

Wish this lasted longer when we were golden
Shining brightened the darkness where I belonged
And I just wanted to die right inside of your love
It's warm and it's home
But now I'm thinking

But now I'm thinking

What could go wrong from all of this
I will default to loneliness
When I watched you drive away
I saw the look you gave to say
That I got what I deserved

Sailing off in this ocean where I have sunken
Down in this coldness
The closeness has fallen upon now
What is the point of emotions without a high?
And stolen when I said I loved you, I should have ran

What could go wrong from all of this
I will default to loneliness
When I watched you drive away
I saw the look you gave to say

What could go wrong from all of this
I will default to loneliness
When I watched you drive away
I saw the look you gave to say
That I got what I deserved