"Leave Yourself Alone" lyrics

I can't think straight
There's a pain in my neck and a pulse in my head
And I can't shake

And I feel let down
Cause I thought it'd get a little easier then it is now

And I'd be lying if I told you I don't contemplate
How scared I really am of never seeing your face
And every excuse that I've ever made comes back

You know I'd hold your hand if I didn't think
That it would push ideas over the brink
So I'll just sit here and sink till I collapse

I'm not upset
But I'm not ok
It was over from the moment that you picked up the phone
Leave yourself alone

Is it my fault
I know what you want
That you're asking for some answers that you already know
Leave yourself alone

It's been six months
Somehow I thought we would change but I just forgot the pain
That I once loved

And I'm not bored
Where you thought we would go with everything that we know
And what we fought for

And I'd be lying if I told you that I knew for sure
That I wouldn't come running back to your door
The moment that I saw a face that looked like yours some day

But there's nothing much left in the back of my throat
I wish tears would come but I won't let em flow
I think grief is just love with nowhere to go but pain

I'm not upset
But I'm not ok
It was over from the moment that you picked up the phone
Leave yourself alone

Is it my fault
I know what you want
That you're asking for some answers that you already know
Leave yourself alone

Leave yourself alone
Leave yourself alone