"If Not Winter" lyrics

Know I took my fill
Your eyes, they felt too real
If I cried, would you kill for me?
Parts I hide that you haven't seen
Understand I'm leaving soon, my hands are turning blue
But my heart only knows to ruin
I'm not someone that chose to wound

Holding your heart, my skin rips apart
Weren't we once art?
It burns me, it burns me too
When I say, I don't love you anymore

Angel that I hold, desires growing cold
But I know you'd be here 'til death
All your yearning chokes my chest
Won't be here anymore, I'll lay beneath the floor
Cut the light that shines in me
So my darkness is all I see

Holding your heart, my skin rips apart
Weren't we once art?
It burns me, it burns me too
When I say, I don't love you anymore

You're crying, I'll answer with silence, I've decided
If I stay, we'd stop in the same place
And never find our way
Mm-mm