"Spirit" lyrics

I am not afraid to die
I have already signed
Close this chapter once and for all
I have nothing to lose

From a boy, to a man
A sudden change within spirit
Grasping for something to clutch
It's hard to let go

I stay here hide in the dark
When the lights flicker by
Mirroring my inside window
I can't find a space

To medicate, is slow and painful
A preparation for death
A celebration of life
One last cold caress

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Walking by the cemetery
And so should you
Recalling memento mori
There's no rhyme with you

My hero
My hero
My hero
My [?]
And I love you