"Faded" lyrics

What?
Been a mean world without ya
Boy, I love ya, I love ya

I'm rocking Louis cologne
Fresh out the shower to Chrome
Don't get me started
I hit her back then, but that don't even count
Looking for something to go on my couch
Taking a dab, blowing it out
Fuck bringing sand to the beach
My crib on the sand, so come to my house
Smoking and chilling what shorty about
How the fuck you seeing horses now?
What you want? Order it now
'Nother trip, crossing the border right now
It's okay, let's take an edible, watch the sunset
Just jump in the pool, you get undressed
Number one, you the winner of the contest

I'm trying harder, I'm being honest
Don't blame it on me, just put it on me
It's been all day, yeah, I'm dreaming 'bout you
Never thought that you would go away
When you with me, I'm faded
When you with me, I'm faded

From Carhartt to Chrome Heart
If I push the button, it's gon' start
Do it all for my children, I go hard
Do it all for my Taylors and don't chart
Thick as hell and she going to yoga
Not a drinker, she a smoker
Seen my YouTube and learned how to roll one
Keep throwing it back, gotta stay focused
It's your birthday and you still in the gym
Break up and make up again and again
Why the fuck you keep on dealing with him?
It's complicated, it is what it is
Got a lil' munyun and made what I spent
You don't see horses, it ain't where I live

I'm trying harder, I'm being honest
Don't blame it on me, just put it on me
It's been all day, yeah, I'm dreaming 'bout you
Never thought that you would go away
When you with me, I'm faded
When you with me, I'm faded