"Delusional" lyrics

Model trains and plastic planes
I'll build a skyscraper to where you are
Where you are
Tracing shapes and counting cars
I'll find a way to find you in the dark
In the dark

Tell me - how am I supposed to feel?
You're the only thing that still feels real, real, real

So I'm holding on - metaphysical
Keep the facade instead of letting you go
If the truth, means I'm moving on I'll stay delusional, de-delusional
Delusional, de-delusional
Stay delusional, de-delusional

Fading in and falling up
I can't outrun the things I can't avoid
Don't got a choice
All alone I hear the sound
You're calling out my name straight through the noise
It's just your voice

You're the only thing that still feels real, real, real

So I'm holding on - metaphysical
Keep the facade instead of letting you go
If the truth, means I'm moving on I'll stay delusional, de-delusional
Delusional, de-delusional
Stay delusional

Tell me - how am I supposed to feel?
You're the only thing that still feels real, real, real

So I'm holding on - metaphysical
Keep the facade instead of letting you go
If the truth, means I'm moving on I'll stay delusional, de-delusional

Can't face the fact that it's fictional
Want you so bad - is that criminal? (no)
Yeah, if the truth means I'm moving on I'll stay delusional, de-delusional
Delusional, de-delusional
Stay delusional, de-delusional
Delusional, de-delusional
Stay delusional, de-delusional