"Notch" lyrics

Goin through my phone at 4
I see you're doing the same
Doing things I shouldn't do
But I'm thinking of you
I can't remember

In the car all by myself
Driving past your house at 12
Parked outside your driveway waiting
For you to come out
I wait for hours

Never got a kiss goodbye
Just got the back of your dress
Carving all my feelings that I can't let go of in my desk
Pulling into parking lots to say goodbye to your best friends
Tastes so bitter

Don't remember fallin hard
Wasting time inside my car
But I remember needing you
More the moment you were gone
You don't wish I was around
But all I do is stare you down
My name don't even ring a bell
I'm a notch that's on your belt

Guess it's time to bite the curb
Missing, but it's all a blur
You stomped me out, put my heart on the ground
Ran the other way

Never got a kiss goodbye
Just got the back of your dress
Carving all the feelings that I can't let go of in my desk
Pulling into parking lots to say goodbye to your best friends
Tastes so bitter

You don't remember fallin hard
Holdin hands inside my car
But I remember needing you
More the moment you were gone
You don't wish I was around
But all I do is stare you down
My name don't even ring a bell
I'm a notch that's on your belt