"Fun" lyrics

I was tryin' to impress you not miss you
I've been tryin' to get through my issues
Now I'm runnin' from you on my mind and I'm trippin' whenever I kiss you
Wasn't tryin' to catch any feelings
For somebody who can't even feel 'em
Now I'm staying through hell when I promised myself I was leaving

Complicated and I hate it
Didn't you say it's not about love
So confusing I keep losing
Didn't you say we're just having fun

Are you having fun?
'Cause I'm not having fun
Like I could be
This thing should be easier
Baby it don't need to hurt
Is this what you want
'Cause I'm not having fun
Like I want to
We could be so beautiful
Can't keep crying over ya
I'm not having fun

I'm not having a good time
Not enjoying the joyride
If this was a party
We're playing games
But only the worst kind

And you got me messed up
I don't want the stress, love
I should be out leaving this hurt that's holding me down

Complicated and I hate it
Didn't you say we're just having fun

Are you having fun?
'Cause I'm not having fun
Like I could be
This thing should be easier
Baby it don't need to hurt
Is this what you want
'Cause I'm not having fun
Like I want to
We could be so beautiful
Can't keep crying over ya
I'm not having fun

Are you having fun?
'Cause I'm not having fun
Like I could be
This thing should be easier
Baby it don't need to hurt
Is this what you want