"December In Windsor" lyrics

Trying hard to enjoy the night, to make the best of my time
And I would kill to know what it's like to feel tonight
With each cold sip of life, which helps to numb the pain
Each touch of the glass to my lips helps ease the strain

It's been so long, it's been so much
Though I would shudder at your sight
I would still shatter at your touch

For I feel like ice this evening, walking down these stairs
Hiding my face into the basement, as if anyone cares
Oh, I'm out tonight. I'm out to try to live tonight
For tomorrow it may seem as though I never did

It's been so long, it's been so much
Though I would shudder at your sight
I would still shatter at your touch
It's been so long, it's been so much
Though I would shudder at your sight
I would still shatter at your touch

I remember December in Windsor, 2002
I remember feeling much older than twenty-two
The season was cold and I was alone, developing tastes for poisons
This was my old haunt, and it haunted me still