"Human" lyrics

Let me tell you what makes me, me
Forgiving friends and family
I know I don't deserve them
But here I am
Living a lie I was out of reach
Forgot the son you raised me to be
I know I don't deserve you
But here I am

I'm blessed I'm cursed
Thoughts in my head are making it worse
I always make things worse
I'm lost I'm found in the safety of all of my doubts
I'm lost I'm found
I am human

I know that you think you know me
But I've only told you part of my story
So here it goes
I thought that I was invincible
Caught up in the wrong crowd, a criminal
But here I am

I'm blessed I'm cursed
Thoughts in my head are making it worse
I always make things worse
I'm lost I'm found in the safety of all of my doubts
I'm lost I'm found
I am human
At the end of the day I'm always gonna find a way no matter what people say
I am human
I don't live with regrets even when I'm a mess I could never forget
I am human

I epitomize what most people been disguising
I was gone like starships and started my enterprises
Wasn't nothing funny I was bummy like the bunny
But I energized it, I was so indecisive you can't describe it
You couldn't get the drugs I'm on
Oh no you can't describe it
Found The Word Alive, Matty plugged me they amplified it
This is just my journey and my story I can't rewrite it
World been divided I'm sent here to unify it
This is true I'm biased and my crew the highest
Why you got your head low you should keep it higher
I am true I'm biased and my crew the highest
Why you got your head low you should keep it higher
(I know enough to know what you've done for me
But I'm still haunted by those memories)

I'm blessed I'm cursed
Thoughts in my head are making it worse
I always make things worse
I'm lost I'm found in the safety of all of my doubts
I'm lost I'm found
I am human
At the end of the day I'm always gonna find a way no matter what people say
I am human
I don't live with regrets even when I'm a mess I could never forget
I am human