"forest fire" lyrics

I'm such a mess I'm spilling secrets
I cannot get you off my mind
I sent a message please don't read it
Said I'm good said I'm fine
It's a lie

I know that in the end I'm only hurting myself
And I hate myself for hurting you
I know that in the end I'm only crying for help
What am I supposed to do?

When I find love
I overdose
It happens every time
When you found me
You got too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close
I lit a forest fire

I'm such a mess I'm spilling secrets
I don't know why I'm still awake
I play the victim to get thru this
I don't know why every time is the same
And I know that in the end I'm only hurting myself
And I hate myself for hurting you
I know that in the end I'm only crying for help
What am I supposed to do?

When I find love
I overdose
It happens every time
When you found me
You got too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close

I lit a forest fire
I lit a forest fire

I'm such a mess I'm spilling secrets
I don't know how I got this way

When I find love
I overdose
It happens every time
When you found me
You got too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close
I lit a forest fire
I let you get too close, get too close
I lit a forest fire