"Hate Myself" lyrics

Wish you woulda cheated
Wish you woulda stabbed me in my back
Or gave me a reason
To not even wonder where you're at

I can't get mad, I can't get even
I'm the one who did the leavin'

Baby, I wish I could hate you like I hate myself for lettin' you go
I hope that you're losin' sleep and dealin' with the same kinda lonely nights
I'm drinkin' through these bottles of memories
I know it ain't your fault, so I take it out on me
Baby, I wish I could hate you like I hate myself for lettin' you go

Lettin' you go

I was drivin' through your town and I thought I saw you
In that '98 Chevy that your daddy bought you
But I know you're down in Dallas staying far away from me
I swear I'm seeing things

I can't get mad, I can't get even
I'm the one who did the leavin'

Baby, I wish I could hate you like I hate myself for lettin' you go
I hope that you're losin' sleep and dealin' with the same kinda lonely nights
I'm drinkin' through these bottles of memories
I know it ain't your fault, so I take it out on me
Baby, I wish I could hate you like I hate myself for lettin' you go

Oh, lettin' you go
Oh, lettin' you go

I can't get mad, I can't get even
I'm the one who did the leavin'

Baby, I wish I could hate you like I hate myself for lettin' you go
I hope that you're losin' sleep and dealin' with the same kinda lonely nights
I'm drinkin' through these bottles of memories
I know it ain't your fault, so I take it out on me
Baby, I wish I could hate you like I hate myself for lettin' you go

Lettin' you go
Lettin' you go
You