"Fallout" lyrics

I know, I know, I know you hate me
And you know, you know I hate you more
It's been
Five years since you dropped that bomb on my life
Cut off on an island
I'm still fighting in that war

And I won't call you up
And you won't dare to even
Speak my name
Oh, my God
Has it come down to this?
There is no shelter anywhere
From this fallout
We made it clear
There's no going back
But I keep coming back

Saw your boy at a party last night on State Street
Paranoid, heard your name, and I ran out the room
I just
Couldn't face talking circles around the elephant
'Cause under all that shit I talk
I still miss you

And I won't call you up
And you won't dare to even
Speak my name
Oh, my God
Has it come down to this?
There is no shelter anywhere
From this fallout
We made it clear
There's no going back
But I keep coming back

I keep coming back